“I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle.”
– Marilyn Monroe
I’m also really loud, opinionated and tend to talk before I think.
My heart is always on my sleeve, although I tend to hide it well.
I get severe anxiety at just the thought of leaving the house.
Which means I tend to procrastinate by finding things that need to be done in the house.
This means I usually don’t get out until after noon.
I’m always late. See above statement!
My early twenties were spent as a hardcore party girl.
When I look back, I feel sorry for the girl I was.
She was searching for the feeling of being wanted.
In all the wrong ways.
I struggle with staying positive.
Since Adelyn was born, I’ve become an optimist.
And it’s worked.
But I do have days when I can’t help but focus on all the negativity surrounding me.
I was picked on in high school.
Literally had food thrown at me every day in the cafeteria.
Eventually I started skipping lunch and hanging out in the library.
I was called names for reasons I am still unsure of.
I hope my daughter is never a mean girl.
I hope she is never a target.