confession.

ME

“I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle.”  

– Marilyn Monroe

I’m also really loud, opinionated and tend to talk before I think. 

My heart is always on my sleeve, although I tend to hide it well.

I get severe anxiety at just the thought of leaving the house.

Which means I tend to procrastinate by finding things that need to be done in the house.

This means I usually don’t get out until after noon.

I’m always late. See above statement!

My early twenties were spent as a hardcore party girl.

When I look back, I feel sorry for the girl I was.

She was searching for the feeling of being wanted.

In all the wrong ways.

I struggle with staying positive.

Since Adelyn was born, I’ve become an optimist.

And it’s worked.

But I do have days when I can’t help but focus on all the negativity surrounding me.

I was picked on in high school.

Literally had food thrown at me every day in the cafeteria.

Eventually I started skipping lunch and hanging out in the library.

I was called names for reasons I am still unsure of.

I hope my daughter is never a mean girl.

I hope she is never a target.

# kristanlynn

xoxo